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When I hit 216.0 about a week and a half ago, I had done it by skipping dinner. I recall
I was so angry with kiddo that I didn’t bother to eat. I paid hard for it the following
day, though, feeling a little drained. I took the afternoon off as sick time and crashed
for about three hours.
This time, it’s different — I ate last night until I was sated, and stayed busy all
evening. I was moving until I went to bed, but didn’t feel hungry through the evening.
I'm sure I could have eaten had I wanted to. (In fact, kiddo's in a growth spurt — she
polished off my last burrito! Yay for her trying and liking new things!)
I also notice that as I tighten my belt lately, my dress trousers start to take on that
baggy look — like the waistband is larger than the belt, so that little bit of the trousers
that are above the belt appear cinched like a drawstring bag (it’s really easy to see,
too, when your dark trousers are lined with off-white cloth). For as dumb as that looks,
the thought excites me, because I’m maintaining this weight but my body is reshaping…
hopefully for the better!!
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